Ms Elf

Will you be my valentine?

2011-02-11T20:55:00.016+08:00

2 more days, and it will be 14/02/2011, Valentine's day.
A day to show your loved ones that you love them and vice versa. (:

For all the singles' females out there in this world, don't be sad if you have no actual dates on this day! You have KPOP male groups for you to choose from, to indulge your love in them! :D

1) TVXQ

- "Once a legend, always a legend." On this special day, together with Yunho and Changmin, "keep your head downnnn~" (:

2) Super Junior

- Under 10 members' accompaniment, your are never alone and they want "no other" people than you! (:

3) 2PM

- What's the hottest time of the day? It's 2PM! Let time stop at 2PM on valentine's day, and go wild with beastly idols! (:

4) Big Bang

- Want a different mood and style for this coming valentine's day? Go all hippie on this special day with Big Bang, rock 'n' roll~~! (: P/S. Go especially "high high" with G.Dragon and T.O.P!

5) SHINee

- For all the noonas, it's SHINee! Hear them sing "Noona is so pretty" to you; and then dance along with them to "Lucifer"! (:

6) BEAST (B2ST)

- Find yourself "breathe in, breathe out" when you see them on valentine's day! Get a "shock" of your life, when spending time at the amusement park with them! Try the roller coasters and hot-air balloon! (:

7) MBLAQ

- Find yourself fighting the urge to leave when valentine's day is over as the clock strike 12 midnight! You will want to "stay" on badly as they are such dorky and chic idols that are so fun to be with! (:

8) INFINITE

- "Before the dawn" comes, find yourself hearing INFINITE singing "come back again" to you! You have a date with them on 14/02/2012! (:

9) TEENTOP

- Find yourself be at the top of the world on this valentine, as these energetic teens plant lots of surprises for you!

10) DGNA

- Open your heart this valentine, and let Dae Guk Nam Ah conquers your heart and soul with their seasoned vocal skills and singing abilities! (:

11) UKISS

- Try being a "kiss me" this valentine, and tell your haters to "shut up!"

12) F.T. Island

- Try spending your valentine with rock band, F.T. Island! Let your ears open up to the instrumental world of rock music! (:

13) CNBLUE

- Bid farewell to your custom line of "I'm a loner" this valentine, and spend chaotic and crazy time with CNBLUE! (:

So, which KPOP male group you want to spend your time with this valentine?

**underlined words are titles of the songs of each respective groups

Its new year but school is still on!

2011-02-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

07/02/2011 ;
Its MBLAQ Lee Joon's 24th birthday!! xoxo.
(I want to cake smash him! xDD I want to give him 1000 kisses! LOL. Epic~)

Alrights! Shall share some fun facts about Lee Joon, which I got from @Absolute_MBLAQ!

' Lee Joon was a major Shinhwa and Fin.KL fan. He
probably still is one!
' Lee Joon has a special ability that enables him to
detect fancams. Out of 10 cameras, he spots at least 8 of them!
' When Lee
Joon ties his hair up, it usually means he didn't wash it.
' Lee Joon didn't
know that Korea and Japan have the same timezone.
' Lee Joon doesn't wash
his body. He only shampoos his hair and lets the soap run down his body.
' According to Lee Joon, 7x4 and 4x7 have different answers.

Isn't A+ dear Joonie such a pabo? HAHAHA. But that's what makes him so cute and lovable! ((:

P/S. If you have a twitter account, add #JOONtasticday to the end of your every tweets to make it trends on the trending list! :D Make it trends before 12am KST!

Look at this!! My damn fail portrait of Lee Joon! Laugh.Out.Loud!

// Back to school today, after 4 days of lunar new year holidays. Found it so difficult trying to keep awake during lessons. :/ Well, will try to adapt back to schooling!
Got back last week chinese test results. 37/50. 1 more mark, it will be A1, 75/100. Will try harder next time! Wanna top the class for chinese! :D

(Listening to 93.3FM now. Derrick Ho is on air! :D I want to win the chance to go studio to interact with him! ><)

fruitful afternoon.

2010-09-04T22:03:00.004+08:00

I WANT BEAST IS THE B2ST TEE!

I WANT SUPER JUNIOR 4TH ALBUM "BONAMANA"!

I WANT SUPER JUNIOR REPACKAGED ALBUM "NO OTHER"!

GAHHHHHH~

//Went to the doctor just now. More medicine to finish! T____T

At the clinic, many kids with their parents. I am like the only teenager, with this male teenager. We were like "Erm, clinic damn noisy with all these kids!?" Waited damn long for my turn to consult the doctor.

After that, went to Popular. Mummy bought more assessments for my didi. My poor didi. Stress primary 3 life. :/ Did not stay with my mummy at the assessments area. Went to the gifts area to shop for my sister's birthday which is coming up. Bought a baby pooh stuffy and a pooh pencil case for her, since she absolutely loves pooh! ;D

P/S. Going to pay my respect to my yeye tomorrow. Need to wake up early in the morning. Should be having an early night rest tonight. But am still very energetic! xD

A hectic early birthday party for me.

2010-09-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

Fact: A smile is a facial expression formed by flexing the muscles near both ends of the mouth. it is customarily an expression denoting pleasure and happiness.

//Today, marks the end of term 3 ! Holidays start! HAPPY~!

Chinese lessons: Chinese test! Totally screwed it. Don't know why. But, I don't seem to care about chinese as much as last time already. Probably because I have the thought to drop out from chinese E1 class. :/

Physics lessons: Learnt that Miss Lu is leaving BSS already. Last lesson with us. Sad! She's coming back next year. But, not teaching the graduating class! Urgh..! I totally don't like the thought of having Mr Leong coming back to teach us! He is a total fail!

English lessons: Totally drowsy! ZZZ!

After school, went to City Square with Dearest, YeeYing, Alicia, Li Peng and Hong Tat. Hong Tat bought an ice-cream chocolate cake for me. ^^ They celebrated my birthday in advance. Hees. Thanks, people! (Countdown: 4 days to my 5teen birthday! WOOTS. )

P/S. Staying up to 12am. Going to wish Siewping happy birthday! (:

@ L.YULIN Relinked! ^^

No tears anymore. Its just heart-breaking pain.

2010-08-31T20:35:00.004+08:00

"It's how I want to see it. Whether the glass is half-empty or half-full. Apparently, its half-empty. "

When all smiles turn into ashes, it's when we all know, you are gone. F.O.R.E.V.E.R.

Second day without you, life appears to be going on normally... When deep in my heart, I know it's not. I am still missing you... and is still grieved about your death. Where are you right now? Where are you? Can someone just tell me!?

I think I am going crazy soon. When I'm alone, there will be two demonic voices inside my head. One telling me to gather myself up quickly, and look at life more positively, whereas the other voice is just keeps on reminding me how sad I am indeed feeling towards my cousin's death.

Only my true feelings can be revealed in my blog post. I can't display them out, not in front of my family members or friends. I have to be okay. I have to be strong. I don't want to worry anyone. Not anymore. I totally seek comfort in writing out my true feelings.
If only, my sadness and emptiness could be replaced by all these endless writing.

Even if reality hits home, I still can choose not to face it, and run away from it, right?

Bye, Sze Hua. You know you aren't going to be the same anymore.

His gone. Going solo.

2010-08-30T18:35:00.005+08:00

" Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone

So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life

Are you really gone forever...? "

Today, experienced how if feels like to lose your family member. I will forever remember that call from my daddy, telling me that shocking piece of news. I broke down. The pain created upon hearing that piece of news, is really beyond description. It's just excruciating pain, and the repeating thoughts of "Where will my cousin go for his afterlife? Is there really such a place calls the heaven?" If heaven really do exist, I sincerely hopes that my cousin will be happy there. Well. At least he no longer needs to be tortured by the pain caused by cancer cells anymore. And no longer needs to cough through the night, and suffers silently from the many others illnesses that implicated from cancer.

Seriously... I don't know how to put whatever I am feeling now into words. I just feel jumbled-up. I am shaken up by the sudden loss of a cousin, and the thought of losing him eternity. A cousin who's fun to be with, and one who had great interest in the area of magic... and one who was giving his all in studies, so as to earn scholarship. One thing I know, the society has just lost one fine man.

I am guilty. I am a sinner. Guilt for not visiting him during his hospitalisation days, guilt for not giving him some words of encouragement when he was fighting so bravely and hardly against those irritating cancer cells, which multiplied themselves more and more. Now, I can only live with the little memories that I had once shared with him.

Cousin,I have no idea where are you now. Is your soul still with us, your family? If you really are still by our side, please listen to me. I love you. I love you for not giving up in the tough battle of fighting against the cancer cells, love you for even trying to comfort us by saying you will live on when you were present. Cousin, I wonder if you passed away peacefully? If those cancer cells were still inflicting pain in you even at your last took of breath?

Do not worry about your family, cousin. My daddy and mummy, along with our uncles and aunts, will offer assistance to them if they need it. Do not worry about your sister. The next time I see her, I will talk to her, and not let her feels bored and left out. Cousin, Rest In Peace.
You will always live in my heart. I will always remember you.

Kyu-Hyuk moment! :D

2010-08-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

Its a must must watch for the above video, if you are an e.l.f!!! If you don't laugh while watching this video, you are weirdo! Laugh out loud. ( Kyuhyun dancing to Miss A - Bad Girl Good Girl; Eunhyuk dancing to Justin Biber- Baby) Mega cuteness! Mega Epic-ness! :DD

@Hazel.L Haha. Am
very happy that you love my present! Love you too, dearest! :D

I'm the dark horse.

2010-08-20T21:15:00.004+08:00

C.N. Blue in Singapore! :D

// Yesterday

Hazel dearest didn't come to school! But thank god, I still have my Joanna and Geetha! xD

Choir practice, bonded with my alto section juniors. My biased juniors are Niu Di and Qian Wen! (:

After choir, sat in the canteen, with Nicklaus Oppa and Shuna. Gossiped, talked, spazzed.. anything you can think of. Haha. Nicklaus snatched my handphone away to message Hong Tat! Argh. He totally took control of my handphone for half-an-hour! Complained to JunWei, Elson, YeeYing.. Haha. YeeYing told me to slap him! And I really did! Gave him a slap at his back. Opps! xD

// Today

Hazel dearest's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR! :DDDD

Social Studies lessons: Miss Yeo want us to know how conflict occurs. So, she let us played fishing game and muscial chair. Both games fun fun! The guys in my class totally made both games fun and exciting!

Chinese lessons: For the first few times in my secondary three school life, I am very focused in completeing my chinese class work. Haha. Basically because Fang Cheng is very quiet during tody's chinese lessons, no one to talk to, so.. finished up my class work in total silence!

Physics and English lessons were not boring at all, with Rong Quan and Alvin crapping behind you. Haha.

After school, celebrated dearest's birthday. Then, went to City Square for lunch. A.S.H.Y. ![=

@minmin(: LOL. most expensive?! woah. My pockets gonna
burn! ><
@Hazel.L :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY EHH! :D

Its the pride.

2010-08-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

I, Tan Sze Hua, hereby states that I support Youth Olympic Games 2010 @Singapore! (:

Watched the Youth Olympic Opening Ceremony through the television. Thought it was wonderful! Singapore history was fully presented to all the people in the world, and the hard work that were put in by all the performers are sure to impress the world. :D At this momentous moment, I feel truly proud to be a Singaporean! Singapore though a small country, but has great and big achievements!

Singapore athletes for the win! Bring glory to Singapore! :D

// Woke up at 10 plus this morning. Considered an early 'wake-up time' for me during an weekend. Watched two dvds films. "2012" and "Drag Me To Hell". The graphics in 2012 were impressive while the fast-paced storyline of Drag Me To Hell was mind-blowing. Both films are wonderful and definitely not a waste of my time watching them! (:

P/S. Scared the shit out of me while watching "Drag Me To Hell" . Screamed and screamed. But.., that's like the essence of a thriller, right? ^^

P/S. Super Show 3 officially starts @ Seoul today! The E.L.Fs in Seoul are so god-damn lucky! I wish I am one of them! :/ Never mind! I shall wait till Super Show 3 comes to Singapore! I will definitely buy a ticket to get my ass in to the concert stadium, and scream "AHH!SUPER JUNIOR!!" . HAHA.

@minmin(: Hmm. For this common test, our ss only have SBQs. But for
end-year-exam, I think there will be SEQs and SBQs.

Common test weeks, bye bye!

2010-08-13T22:24:00.003+08:00

"To the world, you are just a person. But to me, you are the world. " ♥

//Mood: Damn fucking happy! :D

Two weeks of common tests finally ended! End of my torment! There is no more need to sleep at 12midnight and wakes up at 4plus in the wee morning just to mugg for my common tests! :/

Hmm.. lets do a self-check of how well i did for my common tests! Laugh Out Loud.

English: Passed! :D 24/40

Maths: Passed! :DD 19.5/35

Chemistry(Combined Science) :Second in class!:DDD 32/40 A1!

Chinese: A2 ): The only subject that de-proved. T.T

Next week, all the results for all the subjects will be 'revealed'. I am looking forward to them!

//Social Studies common test: Not enough time to think what to write for source-based questions! My A1/A2 flies away! Chinese lessons: Boring! Physics lesson: Sleepy! English lessons: Vocabulary test is difficult!

Went to City Square Mall for lunch with buddyy! Went to Comics Connection;Popular. Spent a grear deal of time @Popular. Looked at all the designs of all the notebooks available for sale. All the designs are so pretty, cute and cool! I wished I had a great deal of money to buy all the notebooks then! Had a fun afternoon! Thanks, buddyy!♥

Reached home; watched music bank. Slept after that. I was really tired and sleepy!

@minmin(: haha. ILY
too for being my daily blog reader! You make my cbox lively! Thanks!

Exams week/national day celebration!

2010-08-06T19:28:00.002+08:00

Long time never update my blog. Gonna updating now. (:
Firstly, this whole week, examinations week! D: I can say, term 3 common tests are not easy as well. ://
English common test: Screwed. The goal of wanting to top the class and level, is dashed.
History common test: Hmm.. will probably get an A2 at least.. (?)
Chemistry common test: Hope I can top the class! Hope I can get A1! But, the MCQs are difficult!
Mother Tongue(Chinese) common test: Did not manage to finish the paper. Hope A1 is still secured.
Computer Studies common test: It is totally difficult! My results will be like shitt.

Next week, 3 more papers to go! I CAN DO IT! :D

//Today, celebrated National Day cum Speech Day cum Prize Giving Presentation. The whole ceremony was boring~. Sat with Chen Zhen jie, and with Bing Xiang and Teresa crapping behind me. HAHA. Oh! And, De Yang too! De Yang was very slow with his common sense this morning! Laugh out loud.
After that, went to City Square with Hazel buddyy, Shao Kiat kor and Hong Tat. Played 3 rounds of tap tap with buddyy! I managed to win 1 round!(: The four of us wanted to play acarde together de... but, I never bring home clothes, so cannot play, was wearing school uniform. D: But still, ate lunch together! The lunch 'bonding' was awesome! Hong Tat was random and funny ; with Shao Kiat childishly playing his Itouch, a game that aims to kill birds. So I asked him, "Ehh, Shao Kiat, do you feel pain down there? " HAHA. Got the joke? ^^
P/S. Scalded my hand while eating pepper lunch. The hotplate is really hot! :/
P/S P/S. Bought Alicia's birthday present! :D Hope she likes them!

//Went home; watched Music Bank. *Every friday's rountine to watch Music Bank!(: * Shouldn't have watch G.NA's performance! Witnessed cheondung holding her hand! That moment alone, gonna get me hating G.NA for life.

@Minmin(: He no facebook account! ); Welcome darlingg! Next time, feel like
finding someone to talk to, you can come to me! I will welcome you with open
arms! ♥

I'm love sick.

2010-07-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

I hate you for not talking to me. But I hate myself even more for not having the courage to talk to you first. Don't let me see you anymore. It just reminds me of how many days left to your graduation; and I can no longer see you after this year anymore.

//Doing my cs report now! Totally give up on history! ://

@Hazel.L Heh heh. no larh. Because you don't listen
in physics lessons marh, naturally, your results won't be that
optimistic.

Walking in the rain.

2010-07-30T22:03:00.002+08:00

When was the last time you worn your raincoat, and feel the raindrops splashing on you?

P/S. I saw you again today; and you don't know how happy I am. Jys for your o levels, okay?

// Today Hazel buddyy never come school! D: Sat with geetha; and eko was funny. One epic guy. (:
History lessons: Did comparison questions. *yawns yawns*
Chinese lessons: Surprise class test! x.x
Physics lessons: Passed my physics class test! Woots. I am really a smart-ass. xD
English lessons: Did comprehension corrections. Talked to Miss Murty. For the first time, she is nice. LOL.

Term 3 Common Tests starting again next week!! Gosh, Gosh, God! Have not started my revision! Urgh. Should I just start my revision early in the morning tomorrow? :/

@minmin(: dun be sad le lurhs. cheer up? (L)

I'm just an imperfect girl.

2010-07-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

// Today's chemistry test is a goner. Going to fail it. But, no fear! Almost the whole class will be failing it with meee! xD

CS lessons again tomorrow... D:

"Give me energy, to pull through this year. "

I am giving you my heart.

2010-07-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

"L.O.V.E Just wanna tell you how I feel. "

//Long long day in school today! Shall not elaborate further on it. Oh! HAHA. Shall call Nicklaus Oyster Omelette from now onwards! Credits to YeeYing.C ! (:

Chemistry test tomorrow! Have not started studying for it! Shall start at 10 plus tonight! xD Or..study tomorrow in school lorh! ;p I don't care already. No matter how much I studied for a test/exam, will still get bad results. So, whats the point?

PE lessons tomorrow! Walking on ropes(something like that)? So not looking forward to it.

Thought of so much when alone on bus just now, on the way home. The traffic lights simply blind me.

@Hazel.L How can you not agree! tsk tsk! HAHA.
Don't make me 'throw face' infront of your friend mah! (x
@minmin(: HAHA. Look at my tweet in twitter to
you, okay? ^^ Replied you there.

I am still missing you; I want you mine.

2010-07-25T20:26:00.002+08:00

It has been so long, ever since I last played with paint. Missing the joy I once had from paint. This september holiday, gonna take out all my painting materials, and play around with them!:D

// Hmm. It's school tomorrow, again! D: Why do weekends just pass by so quickly? Time, will never stop for me? D:

P/S. Phyics and Chemistry tests not yet studied! Good Game. I can already predict myself scratching my head like crazy on the day of the two tests. :/ But still, homework all done! :D Erm, not really... CS not started yet!

Silly me. I had been losing sleep over the fact that G.NA is close with DooJoon. Well, they are both idols. While, I am just a drama queen.

@Hazel.L HAHA. REALLY!? ^^
Your friend really got great taste! xD WHO WHO WHO?? And, how can you disagree!
Hurmph. Bitch! HAHA.

Do you want to know me?

2010-07-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

// After school today, went to City Square with Hazel buddyy for lunch! Bought a conditioner for my hair as well! Hope my hair condition will really improve. My hair condition sucks like hell. =.=

Lalala~! Today's music bank nice nice! Got Super Junior, Mblaq, Narsha, ZE;A's performance! Today is Super Junior @ Music Bank goodbye stage! Aww. So sad! But, Super Junior's performance is really great! They all transformed into angels and smiled like honey. ^^ My EunHyuk Oppa very very adorable!

P/S. LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING NICKLAUS NEW HAIRSTYLE! SLIGHT SHAVEN SIDE, SLOPE, AND SHORTER FRINGE! LOL!

@Hazel.L LOL. Okay, will try to be as crazy as you! Love you too, *****! :D
@minmin(: HAHAS. Alrights. Keep calling me that! I also love it! *blehx* xP

IMY.

2010-07-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

난 당신이 그리워요... (I miss you...)

//Early in the morning, its raining super junior and beast! HAHA. Rained super duper hard, alongside with many many frightening lightnings and thunders! It was definitely a weather to be sleeping in, and not going to school! D:

POA test: 100% confident!
E.Maths test: 100% confident will flunk it!
P/S. Today's maths lessons, fun fun! Laughed lots, thanks, yong liang!

// Oh yeah, went wild during choir second-half of the practice! Thanks, yee ying, hazel, qing qing and niu di! :D

P/S. HAZEL, LOVE YOU TO THE MAX! THANKS FOR YOUR CS REPORT SECTION 4 FOR REFERENCE! :D

@minmin(;
HAHA. Of course larh, my darlingg taking her o levels for the first time, will
remember to give her confidence de! Don't touched till cry ehh. (:

BSS X-Country/ MulitRacial Harmony Day!

2010-07-21T16:35:00.003+08:00

Today is Bendemeer Secondary School annual X-Country event! Went to Bedok Reservoir. Hmm. View there quite nice. However, so many ants(including big big ones), mosquitoes, and worms!
During the Kilimanjaro fun run, I walked with Atiqah throughout the whole 1.5km round. :D Talked lots, while enjoying the random breeze. Walked for 20 minutes. Heh heh.

(So sleepy and tired,cans... slept at 12.30 am, woke up at 5am... -__-)

P/S. I can see that our school AVA is trying their best to provide us with the KPOP music. But, their music are a bit too outdated.:/ 2PM's Heartbeat; SHINee's Ring Ding Dong; Girls' Generation's Run Devil Run...

In collaboration with today's X-Country, is the Multi-Racial Harmony Day! Okays. Let us stop all these racists problems; and stop seeing other races with disgust(?) ! :D

// Have CS practical work to be completed...need to study for tomorrow's maths and poa test.. GEEZ. Time is not enough! D:

P/S. Looking forward to this friday's music bank! SHINee comeback! Lucifer! SHINee shall take the stage! HAHA. :D

Hows your o levels oral..?

2010-07-20T18:38:00.003+08:00

// Started the school day at the school hall. Had an assembly talk on the upcoming Youth Olympics. Still can't believe that Singapore get chosen to be the host country for such an important event. Anyways, kudos to Singapore! Singapore rocks? Haha.

You are the one, Singapore - JJ Lin

Think this song is addictive and nice! JJ Lin is so cute in the video! Love his voice; Love his smile; Love his dimples! :D JJ Lin, FTW~!

"Oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah Hey
Oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah Ho
You are the one Singapore

Now is the time here we go ...~!!!"

// POA Lesson: Crapped with Joanna; and laughed with her! P/S. You should listen to Lim Cher and Shao Kiat's conversation during poa class lurh! Both of them so random, but funny! Oh yeah, and I even said bye in chinese to Mr Goh at the end of the class. So well-mannered, right! (;

English Lesson: Borring~!

PE Lessons: Re-did my inclined pull-up station! What the hell. The teacher-in-charge last week, never record down the 3 pull-ups I did last week, hence, I need re-do! Argh. But, well, I improved! Did 5 pull-ups today! So proud of myself! Haha.

Chinese Lessons: Don't know what the teacher is talking. To me, he's just like talking to himself. :/ Put my head on the table, he immediately came up to me and ask if i am okay. Obviously, I am bored by him, hence wanting to go to sleep, right!

Chemistry lessons just totally mean more homework and class test! Geez... D:

P/S. Lunched with Hazel buddyy, Yee Ying and Alicia! Fun!

@minmin(: HAHA. Hiii, darlingg! Hahas. That time you told
me all the dates of your o level chinese marh. I wrote all the dates down on a
piece of paper to remind myself to wish you good luck marh! HEHS. I am the best,
right? xD Love you too!

IMYVM!

2010-07-19T22:40:00.004+08:00

(Its hearts and hearts of love that I have let out. Have you receive them well..? )

Alright Alright. Shall dedicate this post to my darlingg, MinMin! (:
MIN MIN, I AM MISSING YOU RIGHT NOW! (L)
Tomorrow is your Chinese o level listening comprehension! Will sms you and ming xuan early in the morning, to give you all my support, love and best of luck! :D

// Love today's E.maths and Physics lessons!
E.maths: Totally confident for my mini quiz 14 & 15! Gonna get 10/10 this time! ^^
Physics: Miss Lu showed us experiments. I answered all the questions she raised, and got them right! I am so smart right? HAHA. Call me MISS SMART-ASS next time! xD

P/S. Today's student forum not bad not bad! Secondary five seniors totally made the whole forum fun and entertaining! They owned! haha. "INSTALL FANS IN THE TOLIETS!"

Just feeling so in love~

2010-07-18T18:20:00.001+08:00

"Goodbye without reasons is the most painful one. Love without reasons is the most beautiful one."

Midnight Movie Maddness!

2010-07-17T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hot chocolate @ Macdonld! (I want to learn how to make art on hot chocolate/coffee too!)

For the first time in my life, I tried watching a movie at midnight in the cinema! Woots! New experience, and I enjoyed it. Though, very exhausting! Watched Inception @ 12am, then it ended at 2 plus in the morning. After that, from Kallang leisure park, walked to the Macdonald near my house for erm.. supper/morning snack! :D

Alrights. Gonna rush out the report for my computer studies, and all my other subjects' homework! Oh yarh, and finish watching my Super Junior Miracle show! (:

@Joanna LOL. Joanna honeeyy! You got read my blog de
arh!? Haha. Yarh, his is MY DOOJOON. Anyways, thanks for your computer studies
report as reference! Will copy word by word de! ;p

Jealousy Kills.

2010-07-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

Yeah, and here I am, getting all fed-up and jealous of G.NA. She better stays away from MY DooJoon Oppa! I am so declaring war against her! Argh.

Hmm... the highlight of today's school, is....hearing Yong Liang sings to the chorus of "Shock"! HAHA. Really heard him singing "every day I shock, shock! every night I shock, shock!" To think he still knows a bit about BEAST. Not bad! But he said BEAST are all gays. Urgh... Of course I defended BEAST! :D

// Finally sense the urgency to buck up in Computer Studies. O levels' practical starting next year, January! I'm scared!

P/S. Choir audition tomorrow! Can I skip it? :/

@minmin(: haha. yarh. thats like so true marh.

I would rather to not be able to see you. Every time I see you, my heart aches. Because, I know you and me are impossible. Perhaps, you already have someone you like.. which definitely is not me.

TIRED!

2010-07-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

I AM SO TIRED! I AM SO SLEEPY!

Been sitting infront of my laptop for 3 hours plus, all the while, doing my computer studies homework! Computer studies is a subject that really kills me, without doubt.

Alright, off to sleep! Nitex people, nitex world! :D

P/S. I FINALLY pass my NAFA!

Stalking of 2AM = Failed

2010-07-11T20:05:00.003+08:00

Totally sad sad! Stalking of 2AM, failed! D:

Went to Bugis just now, with my sister! Went there because got inside information that 2AM is just living in the hotel nearby. Well well, never see 2AM anyways! T-T

National Library >>> Iluma >>> Home Sweet Home (:

P/S. Bought a milky bar with berries, and ate all by myself! Feeling so accomplished! xD

Hmm...watching Sheng Siong show later @9pm for 2AM performance! Then, tuning in to 100.3 FM! (Will 2AM go on 100.3 FM tonight??)

(thinking of removing my cbox.. 0.o)

My love to them is totally back!

2010-07-09T21:03:00.005+08:00

Have you ever watch Super Junior "No Other" performance? Eunhyuk is so adorable in his current hairstyle! Totally love him!

P/S. In my opinion, "No Other" is better than "Bonamana"! :D

// Its a miracle. For the first time in my secondary three school life, I understand what I am learning in physics lessons! Thanks, Miss Lu! ^^ Please remain as my physics teacher till the end of my secondary four school life! Help me through my O levels physics paper!

Sigh sigh.. Having many homework for this weekend. T-T

Some overdue pictures from SYF Opening Ceremony! (Took them with Shermayne(: )

Sick.

2010-07-06T21:58:00.003+08:00

During PE lessons today, did low element! Rock-climbing! When reached the top of the rock-climbing thing, we need to jump down! Realised the longer you stay on top, the more scared and nervous you will get. So, jump down instantly you get on the top! Haha.

Was practically sneezing and sneezing non-stop the whole day. Flu flu flu! =.=" Hope I will be all fine tomorrow!

// Realise life is so fragile. All kinds of illness can come to anyone of us, at any point of our lives. But, we can't do anything to change that inevitable fate. We can only fight against the illness and hope for the best.

Still, if people don't die, we will not learn to cherish the people around us. There's a saying that goes "Learn to appreciate only when you loses something or someone. "

If I am going to lose someone I love so much in the future, one day, I am going to keep remind myself that he/she still lives heroically in my heart, and still guides by my soul, forever by my side, even if we are miles apart and he/she is at a place when I can't reach in the nearby years.

A video to end my post.

Min Min, do not fear. I will still be by your side. (:

Youth dayy! My dayy!

2010-07-05T22:17:00.007+08:00

Went to Marina Square today. Watched the movie "The Karate Kid"! Niceee! :D Jaden Smith! Haha. But I prefer the Harry in the movie. Blonde-Hair Guy. (:

After that, went for dinner at this Jap restaurant. Ate Seafood Curry Udon! Udon is Q and chewy, seafood is fresh and springy! Ate grilled scallops & BBQ fatty meat as side dish! Deliciouss! Yummy! Oh! And drank green tea! Healthy lifestyle? xD

After that, went to Anderson for...cake! Not ice cream! Heh heh. Ordered blueberry cheesecake.. but all sold out! So, ate white chocolate raspberry cheesecake instead. They decorate it until very cute! Thanks, chef! :D

P/S. Kangin Oppa, I will miss you! After 2 years, you'll be back by my side, back to all the E.L.Fs. Take care!

2 wishes in a row

2010-07-04T17:57:00.007+08:00

DooJoon Oppa, Happy Birthday! :D
//
ShuYi Senior, Happy Birthday! You're a fun senior to be with! :D

Pictures of DooJoon(BEAST):

Dvd collection/ SYF Opening ceremony performance ended!

2010-07-03T22:36:00.003+08:00

SYF Opening Ceremony performance ended, WONDERFULLY! :D All these few weeks practices and hard work are worth the while! Shouted and shouted when the ceremony ended! ;D Now, feeling a bit of burden in my throat! :/

" Give three cheers and three cheers to combined schools choir. Hip Hip
Hurray, Hip Hip Hurray! Hip Hip Hurray! "

Bought this excellent DVD at the Disc shop in Bendemeer Mall. It compiles all the KPOP hits music video! :D

Alrights. I'm tired and sleepy! :/

I'm sorry I can't help you.

2010-06-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

Just talked to you on msn. Didn't know you are having such a vexing matter in your heart these few days. I really tried my best to comfort you... but, I failed. I'm sorry for not able to bring back your old days' smile. However, promise me that you will be strong, okay? Please don't hate yourself.
Why is it people always confide in me, but I am always helpless to how to respond to their woes? If I have the chance, I want to take up psychology course. I want to have the power and a heart that can feel people's deeper emotions. Then, I can understand better, and able to give even more helpful advice and the best comfort.

// Had my first pe lessons for term 3 today! Took my height and weight measurements! I grow taller by 1cm from January till now, June! Yayz! :D Failed my NAFA 5 stations.. =.=" re-taking test next week! I can do it!(:

During CME lesson, went into a group and discuss about project work. My group is a fail! Haha! ;p
Maths lesson, surprise class test! Geez. I know I am failing it. D:

P/S. Due to choir rehearsal at Indoor Stadium, going to miss a lot of lessons tomorrow! Goody good! :D Thanks, choir (?) Teeheehee!

Sms me, friends! I'm bored!

Weird quiz~!

2010-06-28T22:37:00.002+08:00

Haha! Did this quiz on facebook. Find it random and funny, so decided to post it on my blog! (:
The Rules
When doing this note turn on your mp3 or mediaplayer with all the songs you listen to. then for each question press the 'next' button and copy the song that is playing. No matter how wierd it is. Have fun...

IF YOU SEE THIS, YOU ARE REQUIRED TO DO THIS WITHIN A TIME OF 120 MINUTES, OTHERWISE YOU WILL BE DULY PUNISHED BY THIS MIGHTY CUTE PERSON WITH HER MELODIOUS SINGING.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
In Your Head(Brian Joo)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL?
Last Luv(MBLAQ)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Love Story (Rain)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Try To Copy Me (2NE1)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Talk To Me (UKISS)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Betrayed (Taegoon)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Honey (KARA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I Love You (Zuno)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Wipe The Tears (AJ)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (Lee Hyori)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Want You Back (Secret)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Without You (UKISS)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Bang! (After School)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Beautiful Life (V.O.S)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
JOJO (SHINee)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Amigo (SHINee)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Juliette (SHINee)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Because Of You (After School)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Rainism (Rain)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
In The Club (2NE1)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Jiggy (F.CUZ)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Mazeltov (ZE;A)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
BONAMANA (Super Junior)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
No One (F.CUZ)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Round and Round (UKISS)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
What A Girl Wants (4Minute)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Tokyo Boy (Dae Guk Nam Ah)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
It Has To Be You (Yesung)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
HUH (4Minute)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The Love In My Heart (DNT)

I miss you.

2010-06-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

Still remember how we used to talk to each other and have so much laughter together everyday...?

// First day of school! Sleepy sleepy sleepy! Didn't go for any lessons. Went to Indoor Stadium instead, for combined choir SYF Opening Ceremony Rehearsal! :D Stayed there till 12 plus, and reached school at 1pm. Break till 1.30pm, then went up to class unwillingly. Changed the whole class sitting plan. But...I'm still sitting right at the front! D: Too short...tsk tsk.
Realised there are so many changes in term 3, for school.. Then, frightened by the thought that O levels are next year! Mmm... going to work super duper hard for examinations now! I want to go into a polytechnic I desire! (:

P/S. I don't care whether I'm plain or ugly. I don't need use artificial make-up to enhance myself, like you. Yeah, I'm short. But can you stop telling me to wear high heels like you? I am even taller than you. So, shut up.

@Hazel.L lol. but you have to admit he produces good music and wonderful
dance moves. (:
@minmin(: HAHAS. Cool down, darling~!

I feel so insulted!

2010-06-26T18:10:00.006+08:00

Really hope MBLAQ can come to Singapore! (:

P.S. Found this cartoon picture that revolves around the theme "MBLAQ". Find it cute, hence posting in my blog post to share! :D

// Feel so insulted! Went out with my mummy to buy some things just now, the auntie seller asked my mummy how old I am. She asked " She in primary school, right?" Hearing upon that, my face immediately becomes: =.=" (WHY!? Don't I even look like I am in secondary school, at least? D: )

Thats the worst thing about being humans. We can't control how we look like.

// BEAST in SG! :D

YoSeob Oppa, DongWoon Oppa, DooJoon Oppa, JunHyung Oppa, HyunSeung Oppa at the SG airport! :D Where's GiKwang Oppa? I guess he is the photographer for this picture! Well done, GiKwang-Sshi! :D

YoSeob Oppa with the selected presents from SG B2UTYs! Where is my present for you, Oppa!? D:

@minmin(: I didn't mean to make you feel sadder de. :/ hehes. I will tune
in to Super Junior soon!

Cut my hair; and it sucks like hell now.

2010-06-25T21:01:00.005+08:00

HAHA. This is the picture of the day! DOOSEOB MOMENT! Loving this adorable couple! :D Irresistible cute~! ^^

Alright. Had Combined Schools Choir SYF Opening Ceremony practice this morning. Need to reach school by 7.45am. Reached school at 7.40am. I am so punctual! (: Walked in the rain to school this morning, with earpieces plunged into my ears. Lets imagine a little... hmm, I do look like someone who is emo-ing arh? xD

The choir practice was fineee. Changes made to the finale choreography...hope I will not make any mistake(s) at the Indoor Stadium this Monday! :/ Getting real props. Yay! Like finally... :o
P/S. Hazel and YeeYing not at choir practice today. Miss them lots! Hope to see both of them on Monday!

//Cut my hair; and it sucks like hell now. D: Guess I will just have to wait patiently for my hair to grow! Urgh..

I'm so tired right now.. but, so not going to sleep! I want to stay up into the late night, watching videos, finding beast(b2st) pictures, twittering, facebook-ing.... :D I'm going to spend my leftover 2 days of school holiday to the fullest;to the max! SS homework half-done, maths homework not done. How great uh..?

// Photos of BEAST in SG!

Doojoon leader! MY OPPA! SO SEXY EVEN BEFORE SLEEPING! HAHA. *blush blush*

GiKwang Oppa and HyunSeung Oppa with the "V" sign! They seems to be enjoying the hippo ride! Give many many love to Singapore, alright! ;D

//This day, last year, we lost one fine man, who is a wonderful pop singer and dancer. His miraculous songs' history will always be remembered in our hearts, and our souls.His name is Michael Jackson. Its really our loss to lose him, the King Of Pop. R.I.P., MJ...

BEAST HIGH-5 SESSION @ SG!

2010-06-23T23:31:00.004+08:00

Yay yay yay! Went to BEAST HIGH-5 SESSION just now! IT WAS FANTASTIC, though I can't see clearly the whole "Shock" performance! The whole event was free-standing. Reached IMM Mall late, hence stood quite at the back among the crowd of fans. No pictures taken. So sorry, friends. My view was totally blocked. D:

Queued up at IMM Mall since 3pm..then at 5pm, we are able to go into BEAST HIGH-5 SESSION area, stood there to wait for BEAST to come for 2 hours plus plus. Tiring! But all the waiting and standing are worth it when BEAST appeared. All the B2UTYs screamed their heads off, including me! Haha.

When the song "Shock" was turned on, and all the BEAST members performed the song "Shock", all the fans screamed damn loudly and we sang to the song! :D But too bad, throughout the whole performance, could only catch a glimpse of BEAST Oppas here and then. ALL BEAST OPPAS LOOK HOT AND HANDSOME TONIGHT!

After they performed the song "Shock", fans can high-5 with them! I went up the stage with all BEAST Oppas' presents(excluding Dongwoon...sorry Dongwoon Oppa! Will buy a big present for you next time when you returns to SG again!). Passed their presents to the staff. The first person I high-fived to, was Hyunseug Oppa! But he didn't really smile at me... haix. After Hyunseung Oppa, was Yoseob Oppa. He was looking down.. then I called, Oppa, and extended out my hand, he then high-5 with me. Not that hyper as well. UNFAIR. Hurmph. :/ After Yoseob Oppa, is Gikwang Oppa! He smiled at me! His eye-smile is really cute man! When I saw his smile, I can't help but smiled! After that with a smile on my face, I high-fived to Junhyung Oppa! He smiled at me as well! Yay yay yay. After Junhyung oppa, I walked to Doojoon Oppa. Then, he was pouting away, because no fans come up to him to high-5 yet. (The way he pouted, is so unusual, yet special and adorable!) So, I called oppa, he quickly reached out his hand and high-5 with me. He smiled at me , with teeth showing, too. Simply awesome. After that, walked towards Dongwoon Oppa. Before I walked up to him, he have had his hand ready to high-five already. LOL. So cute~! So, I high-fived with him! I wish I can have second round of high-fiving! :o

Got BEAST poster. But, not autographed! D: Wish I could just go for BEAST Showcase @ Mediacorp Theatre tomorrow! Missing my BEAST oppas already larh!

P/S. Hope BEAST Oppas will like my fan's gifts! Hope they will read my short message! Oppas, rest well tonight!

DooJoon Oppa on the hippo bus tour! He is such a darling, right? Wish I could hop on the bus and have a tour with him! I am very free, you know! (;

@Minmin(: Sorry, no photos taken. Read my post and you will understand.
Hahas, I agree Super Junior rocks. But BEAST rocks as well! Opps! xD

Addicted to "BEAST IS THE B2ST".

SHIOK UH~!

2010-06-21T21:12:00.003+08:00

OMG! I TOTALLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT! I AM GOING FOR BEAST HIGH-5 SESSION! WOAH WOAH WOAH! CAN YOU IMAGINE ME HIGH-FIVING WITH THEM? I TOTALLY CAN'T IMAGINE IT! I AM SO GOING TO BUY PRESENTS FOR ALL THEM!!! MY DOOJOON OPPA, YOSEOB OPPA, GIKWANG OPPA, HYUNSEUNG OPPA, DONGWOON OPPA, JUNHYUNG OPPA~! :DD

SINGAPORE B2UTYS ARE GOING TO FALL INTO A BEASTLY FEVER~! xD

BEAST COMING TO SINGAPORE TOMORROW! ARRIVING AT NIGHT TIME~! THOUGH CANNOT GO AIRPORT SEE THEM, BUT GOING TO SEE THEM ON THIS WEDNESDAY! YAY! LOVE IT!

P/S. If you want me to help you pass your presents to any of the BEAST members, feel free to pass me by tomorrow!

Mir is my boyfriend! hehehe.

2010-06-20T12:34:00.005+08:00

Had a wonderful dream this morning! :D

I dreamt that Mir from MBLAQ, is my boyfriend! Teeheehee! xD I even followed him all the way to Japan for their MBLAQ's promotions! (;

Let me share with you all my interactions with him during the dream:
I sat beside him on the aero aero plane. Because it was quite a longsome journey, I fell asleep, with my head against the back of the seat. Seeing that, Mir oppa used his hand, and gently push my head towards his shoulder; letting me rest on his shoulder instead. (aww... he's such a sweetie right? My eye candy!) Then I looked up to him, he smiled at me sweetly with loving gaze. (woah. at that point of my dream, my heart literally stopped man! I really have this strong urge to own him!)
After that, we checked into a hotel (P.S. No dirty thoughts!), and at night time, I shared the same bed with Mir oppa!We slept with the blanket over our heads! (I SHARED A BLANKET WITH MIR OPPA~!) Mir oppa smiled at me again. His smile makes him feels like an angel.... !

Then, the most disappointing about this dream is, I woke up from it!! =.= I am so going to continue this dream part two tonight! Hurmph!

P.S. I want to have more interactions with Mir oppa! We can go and eat together, go to the amusement park and do bungee jumping, ride the roller coasters...he could even shoot down a big teddy bear for me! Then, we can go shopping together, eat ice cream together... totally an A+ twosome date! HAHAHA

// Welcome UKISS to our sunny shore! We, singapore kiss me are finally breathing in the same air as UKISS! Shiok uh!! Anticipating Sheng Siong show tonight, for UKISS performance! :D
Will they be performing "Am I That Easy" or " Round and Round" or "What"? Haha. *excited excited!*

D-NA(:

2010-06-18T22:44:00.004+08:00

Yay. I am now feasting my eyes upon the videos of a fresh idol group, D-NA!(:

(From left to right: Hyun Min, In Joon, Karam, Jay, Mika)

D-NA "Admiring Boy" Debut MV

D-NA "Admiring Boy" Live Performance

D-NA "Stumble Stumble" Comeback MV

This idol group definitely have good voices; and they can sing! Please give them many many love and support! :D

@minmin(: hahas. thanks for your
concern! Alright, will heed your advice and stop myself from getting all "heat
up" over her. I will smile and enjoy my life to the fullest de! Same to you too!
(L) (:

I may be smiling at you now, but I am actually cursing you inside.

2010-06-18T19:54:00.006+08:00

In a totally pissed mood now. Nothing is going smoothly for me today. Having slight flu and an ulcer in my mouth, making me feel more irritated.

Do you all still remember the first time I talked about kpop? When I first started spazz about all the kpop idol groups hotties? Yeah, you all don't understand whats so great about kpop. Looking at me like I am some insane? Looking at me like I am desperate for guys?

A few weeks back, I was reading teenage magazine, spazzing once again at F.T. Island, this "great" friend of mine look at F.T. Island with disgust, and even called them ugly. Just yesterday or the day before, she told me on msn "SZE HUA, I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH F.T. ISLAND!:D". So, what was she expecting me to reply her? "WOW! YOU FINALLY KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE THEM, AND NOT CALL THEM UGLYS ANYMORE? BITCH?" =.= I wonder, is it your standards for guys drop, or is it F.T. Island really become more and more charismatic and hot-looking. Yeah, even a child could tell its the latter. Now you spazz about them, and tell me you love them. Wow. Aren't you love great! =.=" Let me tell you, F.T. Island can belong to anyone, but not you! And with that little knowledge of kpop of yours, you dare to act like you-know-kpop-all in front of me? I kept silent all the while you're boosting away. You asked me for the reason for being silent. Do you really want to know why? Stop treating me like a little girl with no temper, who listens to you, and is always there to laugh at your jokes. Not funny.

I admit I am not being a good friend, but neither are you. Not answering my questions in class, shuning me like crazy when I came back from the long medical leave for chicken pox, telling me to bring dettol to clean myself les spread the chicken pox virus to you. Yes, to you, its all a joke. To me, its a great mean joke. I am crying inside when you said all those, but I still swallow all my baby tears because I don't want to present myself as someone who is not able to take jokes. When you're sick, you expect me to message you and ask if you're okay. But when I came back from the two weeks medical leave, all you asked me is why did I come back? You told me you had a lot of fun while I was away. Wow. Fine. I am sorry for coming back, alrights?

And when I got no.4 in class this mid-year, you didn't congratulate me. You even take the credit for me getting that position. Please, I put in the efforts, thats why I got no.4. None of your business. Yeah, you did teach me how to do some maths questions in class, but I bet you spend even more time teaching your guy friends. Since you're so brillant in teaching, why didn't your guy friends score as well? In your face...!

My soul is already tained by the realities of life, scarred and torn....

UKISS!

2010-06-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

UKISS love KISS ME; KISS ME LOVE UKISS! :D

// Going to wake up earlier for syf choir combined practice @cedar girls secondary tomorrow. Don't even have the confidence to be able to wake up earlier, since I am sleeping like a pig to 11 am everyday during this june holiday! Sleeping habit for school holiday : Sleeps at 1 plus am, wakes up at 11 plus plus am! :D

Nicklaus not going for tomorrow combined practice, kinda sad. D:

P/S. Had a really wonderful dream last night~! Dreamt of this gentle yet charming guy who I have never seen before! I wish I can continue this perrfect dream tonight as well! Then, that will be Sze Hua's fairy tale story, part two! xD

// Hungry again! Going to find for my supperr~ Most probably, my favourite cheesecake!

Bitch.

2010-06-16T18:00:00.007+08:00

I don't even know if you're being sincere when you laugh and talk with me. I can't predict you and I can't guess your heart. You're just like a poker face.

Do you really treat me as your friend?

// I am feeling proud of myself. With my own determination, I managed to finish my chinese, principle of accounts, and 1/2 of my history holiday homework. (with all the distractions around me...laptop, tv, the urge to just go wild with my brother!) Shall finish up history and english homework tomorrow. Yeah, right.. and social studies project. :/ My group mates, rest assured. I will put in my best effort to our social studies project!:D

P/S. The weather in Singapore nowadays are making people fall sick. My mummy is one of the many "victims". (L) Mummy, get well soon, and we go for the family dinner this Saturday together, okay!

People, take care too! While I will also make sure that I don't fall sick! ( I tend to get sick easily. :/)

@Hazel.L Okay, will complete
the social studies project on time. Haha. I am taking really good care of myself
now. Drinking lots of plain water and herbal tea as well! xD Love you for
linking me! But, why didn't you link me up that time? D; Haha. Love you to
the max too!

Follow Me On Twitter!:D

B2UTY's confession.

2010-06-15T21:47:00.007+08:00

I have been following BEAST(B2ST) since its debut
days. I watched all 10 episodes of the short-lived reality show, MTV B2ST, and
find myself learning more about them and admiring them. Their journey to debut
was tough, and as a B2UTY, I keep in mind of all the efforts they put in to
present themselves to us as an all-rounded BEAST. In 2010, they hosted the
second season of MTV B2ST entitled MTV BEAST ALMIGHTY. This time round, to show
appreaciation to the fans for their undying support, they transformed into six
angels, granting wishes of people. I LOVE BEAST for providing such fan services,
always trying to fulfill the B2UTYs' wishes and to bring happiness to people. I
LOVE BEAST for being natural. They are charismatic on-stage, but can be wild and
lots of fun off-stage. I LOVE BEAST for their good music. I LOVE BEAST for their
powerful and breath-taking dance performances. I LOVE BEAST for being good role
models. They are my positive role models, in not giving up in pursuing my
dreams, just like how they go through difficult times to be who they are now.
Since I have always been watching BEAST through that small pathetic virtual
world, youtube, I WANT TO SEE BEAST IN REALITY NOW. I am tired of being miles
apart from BEAST. If I could be given the chance of going to their showcase
concert, I can be nearer to them as compared to now. I can look at my doojoon
oppa live, hear yoseob oppa gifted singing skills live, look at hyunseung oppa
heart-stealing dance live, look and hear junhyung oppa smirks and raps live, and
witness dong woon's charisma as the maknae live.

_her sweetest confession.

Baby, I have like you ever since I first saw you.

2010-06-15T18:26:00.004+08:00

// Sadly, I did not touch any of my holiday homework today. Went to Suntec, drinked raspberry juice and ate cheesecake,spending minutes and seconds there. Should have used that time to do my homework. :/ After that, went to Carrefour to collect dumplings. Bought myself a "pooh and his friends" cup. On first look, I chose a "mickey & minnie mouse" cup, but decided to abandon it for pooh! Opps! xP

Still having a sore throat. Hate that feeling. It makes me feel sick, and I have to restrict myself from eating anything too heaty. Yucks.

Shall end post now, and off to watch UKISS & ZE;A videos! :D

P/S. Still got social studies project work! Ugh! D:

@minmin(: haha. alright, I will update my blog more frequently now. Will
keep it as a habit! hahas. I followed you on twitter as well! <3 SS3, we go
together! :D Okay, when I see you online, I will go online de, promise!

Make some noise! How about elephant noise?

2010-06-14T21:46:00.005+08:00

Sze Hua is back to blogging! This time, I have a question to ask.

HOW DO WE IMITATE THE SOUND OF AN ELEPHANT?

You are now probably using up all your brain cells to link up with a sound that is made by the elephant. Well, watch the video below for answer! :D

Apparently, even idol star DooJoon from BEAST is stuck. xD

P/S. If you happen to have the recording(s) of the sound made by elephant(s), you can share them with me! I would love to hear them!:D Enhance my knowledge!

@Yanyee Thanks for tagging
back! I appreciate it very much! :D

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There is always a way out.

2010-06-14T12:03:00.002+08:00

"IF THERE'S A WAY UP, THERE'S A WAY DOWN"
Yes, I believe God created obstacles, objective is not to stop us from advancing or improving, but to encourage us to think of a way to go round it(settle it).

Looking at the amount of holiday homework I have, I can't help but to sigh. However, I believe I can conquer them within this few days. (=

P/S. Still addicted to twitter! xP
Follow Me On Twitter!:D

In a totally good mood!

2010-06-13T14:18:00.007+08:00

I am in a good good good good mood! Haha. Why? Because I just found out no choir practice from tomorrow till thursday! Yay. I can sit myself infront of my lappy all day long. (:

Also, I could....

LOL. Yeah, I can even shit rainbows! xD

//Just created a twitter account. Regret not making one earlier. Currently, I am hooked to it...following all my idols there. Heh heh.

P/S.
Follow Me On Twitter!:D

Well, alright, thats all! Ta-da!

Impressed by 8eight's performance!

2010-06-12T17:33:00.007+08:00

“As a friend and to remain as friends, I had to push the confessions down my throat.”
2AM - A Friend’s Confession

8eight - The End Is Coming MV

I really love this song. Its really sad...

8eight - The End Is Coming @ Music Bank

The way Lee Hyun sings, really let me able to feel his pain!
And when Joo Hee back-faced him and sing with Baek Chan holding her arms, totally sad sad!
Its a must watch!

Videos time! Have a great laugh!

2010-06-05T14:04:00.003+08:00

Hyuna(4minute), Minho(SHINee) & Jokwon(2AM) danced to "Change" @ StarKing!

Love the ending where all the guests just came out and danced to "Change" together! Party time? Haha.

Key danced to Muzik, Tell me your wish, Mister & Bo Peep Bo Peep @ StarKing

Key from SHINee is really passionate and devoted to dancing korea girls' groups dance. He is so great!

Compare Key's version with theirs!(:

SNSD- Tell Me Your Wish

Compare SNSD's version with Key's!(:

Kara- Mister

Kara jiang!
Compare Kara's version with Key's!(:

P/S. Tomorrow is 6th of June! Super Junior's showcase in Singapore. I can't go.... Geez!! ):

Super Junior H - Victory Korea

2010-05-29T17:46:00.007+08:00

With the upcoming world cup 2010, many idol groups in Korea recorded songs and music videos to cheer for Korea football team. As you can see, world cup is very recognized among the Koreans. Personally, I enjoyed the song "Victory Korea" by Super Junior H the best! :D

[MV] Super Junior - Victory Korea

(0:31 - 0:34 - Yesung makes his first appearance!)
(0:38 - 0:45 - Sungmin makes his first appearance!)
(0:46 - 0:56 - Leeteuk makes his first appearance! )
(0:57- 1:00 - Eunhyuk got the camera focus time on him! He can sings! xD )
(2:36 - 2:53 - Shindong and Eunhyuk dorky time! Cute~)

P/S. After watching the music video, you will "auto-matically" sing to yourself, "K, O, R, E, A, DAEHANMINGUK FIGHTING! " xD The song is so addictive.

Since we are into this world cup cheering obsession, lets keep on watching music videos of different Korea idol groups!

Kara - We're with you

T-ara - We are the one

Ham - We are one

2PM - Whats your celebration [MP3]

I also like 2PM cheering song! :D

2AM - No.1

P/S. I think I have fallen for Seulong's charisma and cuteness! >< 2AM "No.1" is cool and fresh, stands out from the other idol groups' cheering songs! (:

After School - Dreams again

Big Bang - The Shout's of Red feat Kim Yuna

I am starting to appreciate big bang more and more.. (: They are dorky and fun!

Alright, thats all! Have fun watching all the videos, and get yourself totally prepped up for the upcoming world cup! (:

Video(s) time! Start the spazzing!

2010-05-26T17:35:00.002+08:00

Super Junior Bonamana @ Music Bank (21/05/2010)

Super Junior are back with their fourth album! More mature, and hotness overload! xD

Its BONAMANA!

Mindmap(kpop)

2010-05-26T17:32:00.003+08:00

(Click to view larger image)
Readers, once again, for the project-based in Ngee Ann, I did a mindmap on kpop! View it, and share your opinions with me about it! Learn to appreciate. (=

About Me! (Ngee Ann Project-Based)

2010-05-26T17:16:00.006+08:00

Hi readers! This is my "first" blog post ever since my last post in February! Why am I posting now? Because I am "forced to" as part of the project-based in Ngee Ann. I am to describe myself and why my blog is all about.
I am someone who is totally OBSESSED with KPOP!And hence, relationally, my blog is mostly about KPOP updates! (:

Stay Cool!

P/S. I promise to update my blog from now onwards... ><

Belated birthday to KyuHyun Oppa!

2010-02-04T16:44:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to KyuHyun Oppa!

P.S. I am really sorry to have forgotten your 22nd birthday, which fell on yesterday. May you be always safe and continue to touch people's heart with your angelic and soothing singing! (: Stay cute to your Super Junior hyungs! Fighting!

Happy birthday to KangIn Oppa!

2010-01-17T13:32:00.003+08:00

First, to start off my today's entry, Happy Birthday to KangIn Oppa! May you be happy, and please stay yourself away from troubles!

//

I would like to share this video with all of you! This was taken by a Paris E.L.F, who talked and saw EunHyuk Oppa in person!(EunHyuk Oppa went to Paris, alone, last year for a vaccation.)

P/S. I totally love EunHyuk Oppa's lost face. Its cute at the same time! Love his english! "Where is the metro?" xD EunHyuk Oppa, don't get lost next time! Do visit Singapore as well! (x

"Hottie Alert!" Watch EunHyuk Oppa dancing to "Boom Boom Pow"! :D

Wither away.

2010-01-15T19:59:00.004+08:00

Oppas, you all must continue to smile, and be happy! Fighting!

//

This is a video clip of Eeteuk Oppa and EunHyuk Oppa hosting as DJs of a Korea radio station, Kiss The Radio. Every night, they will be hosting this radio station for 2 hours. One of the segment, fans/people who are tuning to the radio station, are allowed and welcomed to call in and talk to them. One Singapore E.L.F managed to call in! (I am so jealous of her!) Play the video, to watch and listen to their cute conversation!
P/S. I love the accent of my Oppas! (Haha)

P/S. Nicklaus Low, next time when you see me, must give me a 90 degrees bow! Because I used my time and helped you with your blog! >< (Haha)

Happy birthday, to my dearest daddy!

2010-01-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

Firstly, to start off my blog entry, I want to wish my daddy a happy birthday! May you live healthy! <3

Today, I experienced my first time, in waking up so early on a Saturday morning! I woke up at 5.30am! Early, right? Went to school for performance @ school hall, for secondary one students CCA openhouse.

P/S. I had a bad feeling about the number of secondary one students who want to join choir this year.

(My dorky and gorgeous anchovy EunHyuk Oppa! Excuse me, is that a book i see, that you are reading? *Laugh out loud* I didn't know that you have an interest for reading. )

(DongHae Oppa, SiWon Oppa, EunHyuk Oppa looks cute no matter what!) (Eeteuk Oppa, what are you doing in a furry bunny costume? *Haha*)

Will the old habits remain?

2010-01-01T22:08:00.007+08:00

Happy New Year,Everyone!
Happy New Year, to my Super Junior Oppas! Hope you all will stay together no matter what, and go through thick and thin together.

새해복 많이 받으세요( Sae-hae-bok ma-ni pa-dŭ-se-yo)!

P/S. Thanks and lots of love to people who wished me happy new year! May you all have a great year ahead and set yourself great and achievable new year resolutions! Stay healthy!
Lastly, always stay in contact with me! Hahaha!

//

Today is also our SungMin Oppa's birthday! Happy birthday, Oppa! 생일 축하합니다(Sang-il ch'u-k'a-ham-ni-da)! I wish you all the best and may you perform in more musicals! Be happy! I love you! Saranghae~! (:

If I can be the sky, I will watch over my Oppas everyday, and bless them.

Excited

2009-12-31T16:17:00.007+08:00

(HI SEOUL CF- DBSK, SUPER JUNIOR & GIRLS' GENERATION)

There's another Shanghai version de.(I like Shanghai version better.) But, I couldn't find one with audio on youtube. So, if you want to watch that CF, just tune in to channel 51! (:

P/S. I managed to persuade my sister to tell her colleague to help me buy two albums, from South Korea! :D First album is Super Junior Don't Don Repackage Album. Second album is 2PM 1:59PM Album. (Oooh... So excited and happy!) But sadly, my sister said "no" to me wanting BEAST, BEAST IS THE B2ST Album.... D:

Stumped.

2009-12-30T20:15:00.006+08:00

EunHyuk Oppa is such a gorgeous dork right? Haha.

//
I want to share a picture with you guys!

Ta-da!

This picture is just....

Now, I can imagine Eeteuk Oppa, EunHyuk Oppa and DongHae Oppa half-nude! xD

Sorry, I'm just a normal fan-girl, screaming away, okays!

(Gee-SHINee & Super Junior @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN)

e still not sure who the performers are, they are, MinHo(from 1:09-1:15) and TaeMin(from 0:01-0:08) of SHINee, Eeteuk(from 1:18-1:21),HeeChul(from 0:09-0:20), and SungMin(from 0:21-0:40) of Super Junior.

*The timing are stated according to their first captures by the camera in the performance.

(Muzik-SHINee, MBLAQ & Super Junior @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN)

Love Key (of SHINee) here!

(Sorry Sorry Remix-Super Junior @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN)

Love their introduction clip and their entrance! No, I also enjoyed the performance! :D

If only, Hankyung and Kangin were present as well.

(You're Beautiful Parody-2PM)

I love this parody!!! Love JunHo and WooYoung accidental kiss! Haha.

Hope all the choir sessions in the future, will be better.

My chrismas wish.

2009-12-25T21:11:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas, Everybody!

P/S. Thanks to my friends who smsed, to wish me merry christmas!

Beast & MBLAQ Music Bank Chirstmas Special Dance Battle!

1st song(Girls' Generation-Gee)-performed by MBLAQ
2nd song(Son Dam Bi-Saturday Night)-performed by BEAST
3rd song(Super Junior-Sorry,Sorry)-performed by MBLAQ
4th song(2PM-Again & Again)-performed by BEAST
5th song(2PM-Heartbeat)-performed by MBLAQ
Last song(Brown-Eyed Girls-Abracadabra)-performed by BEAST

Personally, I...prefers....BEAST better! Haha. What about you?

(I hope they are just rumors.)

Hoping for the best.

2009-12-22T19:09:00.003+08:00

-Mason with HeeChul Oppa from Super Junior.

I started watching a 2008 Korea variety show. It's call "Good Daddy". I absolutely love this cute and adorable baby Mason, who appeared in the show.

Guee-yo-oowu (means cute) ~! His eyes are so big and round!

(Unless the earth stops spining, or else, I will not lost hopes.)

What about all those happy moments?

2009-12-21T20:54:00.006+08:00

(Do you still remember your cute dongsaeng,Siwon? Do you still remember your best pal, Heechul? ............ For the sake of them and us, can you stay on, please?)

Latest update: HanKyung requests to terminate his contract with SM Entertainment.

When I first heard of this news, I thought my sister was just joking around with me. I thought it would just be a rumor created by anti-fans... So, I answered my sister, "Is it he want to terminate his contract to get married?"(Still in a joking manner)
Still, I went to google and checked, to prove this wrong. However, I was wronged....
I read this:

Looks like SM Entertainment just might lose another star... After the JaeChunSu
trio turned their backs against their company in regards to their unfair
contract, Hankyung (Hangeng) of Super Junior decided to follow their lead and
attempt to opt out as well.

According to a related source in China,
Hankyung filed a request at the Seoul Central District Court to make his
contract with SM Entertainment null and void at noon on the 21st.

Hankyung, who is well-known as the only Chinese member in Super Junior,
is popular amongst both the Asian youth and media. With his good reputation and
talent, many speculated that the singer would go on to have a very successful
solo career as well. However, rumor has it that the contract forbade Hankyung
from pursuing a solo career, creating a rift that led to this contract
termination request.

The press stated,
"No specific details have yet been released towards this termination request. However, it is likely the reason is because of the unfairness the contract holds in regards to Hankyung's personal development."

(Information from AllKop )

I totally could not believe what I am reading. So, I continued searching for related evidence....

I think, my worries are already answered. HanKyung really did want to terminate his contract.

What is this? Who's fault is it now? SM Entertainment? HanKyung?

If this termination occurred due to SM Entertainment sabotages, I really do wish SM Entertainment can stop all these unfairness treatment to his celebrities. I seriously don't get it. Don't SM Entertainment knows the law of human rights? Or, does SM Entertainment even have a heart at the first place? Did you guys notice? SM Entertainment always having contract problems with his celebrities. So, SM Entertainment must also be having some faults. I really hate lee so* man. This is the first time I hate someone so much. If I can be granted a wish, I will wish him dead.Is him, who deprived my happiness away. He is definitely treating his celebrities unfairly. No doubt. Just the thought of his face, hurts me. He reminded me of the witch in the fairytale, "Snow White", where the witch gave a poison apple to Snow White, and caused her death. Yes, this is what he wants, isn't it? He will not be content till he finish creating problems for all the celebrities who slogged for him. First is Jaejoong, Micky and Junsu from DBSK, now is HanKyung from Super Junior. Can't he just be more passionate?

However, if it's like what Allkpop said,HanKyung wants to terminate his contract because he want to be a solo artist. I am really disappointed in him. I don't hate him for doing so, but, just feel very very disappointed. How can he just want to leave Super Junior so easily? What kind of importance does Super Junior holds for him? None? Even if he don't consider about the feelings of his members, can't he just continue staying on in Super Junior for E.L.Fs? What about Super Junior M? He's the leader of this sub-group after all... I choose to believe in my HanKyung Oppa.

Seriously, I don't know what caused HanKyung to want to terminate his contract... If is because of LEE SO* MAN, I will definitely curse lee so* man. ~~If is HanKyung's own decision, I will really be speechless....~~

I want 13 members in Super Junior, not 12.

Heartbreaking. Still, tears just can't put back things to the way it was.... I now believe the saying, "幸福是短暂的."

(I will pray, to let things not be how sour like it is now. Do let my most sincere prayers be heard. )

If God don't want to answer my prayers and would like to see my happiness being drain out of me, so be it.

{Edit}

Now, I know the reason why HanKyung Oppa wants to terminate the contract. It's a 13 years slave contract, besides, there are some unfair clauses in the contract.

See, it's Lee So* Man evil acts strike again.

To him, to shut his mouth up. (:

2009-12-18T22:37:00.011+08:00

(Sexiness + Charisma =Hot)

These pictures are evidence. These pictures speak louder than words. So, do you still dare to say that, none of super junior member have "something" to show off? Let me introduce this member to you guys. He is Choi SiWon of Super Junior. He is a gentleman, hence, he don't rip his shirt off anywhere and anytime. (Get this fact right. If you have a great and sexy body, you no need to show your body by ripping your shirt off.)

SHINee and Super Junior @ Golden Disk Award (MJ Tribute-Beat it + Bad)

Just want to share this performance(video) to my readers. Watch it and be impressed.
No lip-synchronization, definitely live.
P/S. EunHyuk Oppa did the moonwalk @ 1.29 - 1.31 . Good job, Oppa!
P/S. Sorry for the poor quality.

P/S. Big congratulations to my Super Junior Oppas! I sincerely congratulate them for winning 3 awards at Golden Disk Award in Korea. The 3 awards are: Best Album, Samsung YEPP Popularity Award, Disk Daesang Award. (:

Sorry, Sorry-Answer MV

2009-12-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

New version of Sorry Sorry! Nice as well! It's a must-watch and must-listen!

Everybody look sizzling hot in the music video! *.*

P/S. Missing KangIn and KiBum. I hope they can return back to Super Junior activities soon.

Don't cry, my prince.

2009-12-09T19:42:00.003+08:00

To show my support to Eunhyuk oppa*, I watched the show "Let's Go, Dream Team!". The show is to invite artists and have a competition with different group of people every week. For the competitions, are all mainly to let artists compete in sports criteria. For today's episode, Eunhyuk oppa got into the final round and was competed against with two people from the opposite team. It is 1 against 2 competition. Eunhyuk oppa lose. Peharps it is the stress from the competition, or, it is the disappointment that he can't bear and contain, he cried. He apologised to his fans who are supporting him with his head hung low. Although Eunhyuk Oppa had lost, I do not blame him at all. I can see his efforts put into the race. I can almost even feel his determination to win...well, sometimes, God just want to play with us. One loss is nothing, oppa. Stand up from where you had fallen. Please smile brightly again. Go go Anchovy! Go go, my prince!

To see a real man's tears in the end, is really moving.

The final episode

2009-12-05T10:17:00.007+08:00

(From left to right: Fishy DongHae, HanGeng, Man of gestures Siwon, Maknae* of the group Kyuhyun)
In my opinion, I really think man just look gorgeous in suit.

* Maknae refers to the youngest in korean.

//
Have you ever contemplate all the meanings that the phrase "your life" has for you? .....
An unexpected nightmare strike me during my sub-consciousness(when I was sleeping). Lazy to elaborate further on it, I would rather want to share with you some of the after-thoughts I had after the nightmare. The nightmare brought to me the fact that I will die one day. The nightmare let me experienced the panic surging within me as I waited anxiously and on pins for the death god to bring my last breath away. As I waited, a torrent of images cascaded through my mind. I realised all a sudden, I still have so many things not yet done and have not tried before. I must not die. Even though I am teetering on the brink of metal collapse, I cannot die.

Regrettably, even at the mature age of 14, I am still not mature, mentally and physically. I still fight and bicker with my younger brother and my older sister sometimes. After the nightmare, I start to look at the people around me differently. Family members are no longer the people I want them to show concern and care for me. In fact, I want to be the one to show affection to them. I want to let them know they are important, and I want to protect them. My siblings, I will choose not to fight with them anymore. I want to only create happy and joyful memories with them. Even when I am dying at an old age or from some illness, I want to reminiscence only of cheerful collections. Hoping that thinking of them will lessen my pain of leaving this world. My friends, I want to be a support to them. I want to help them with every knowledge I possess. I want to help putting a smile on their faces.

I want to die with a calm mind as I relinquished my tenuous grip on my consciousness. I want to die, not fearing of death.

2012, is only a few years later.

elated at Super Junior M mentioning Singapore!

2009-11-26T20:42:00.004+08:00

I AM SO OVER THE MOON NOW!!! I was looking through the posts in http://superjuniorsg.wordpress.com/ ( a website for Singapore Super Junior Fanclub).Then, I saw this post whereby Super Junior M mentioned Singapore in 1003 Radio FM. HanGeng, the leader of Super Junior M, said that they are really hoping that Super Junior M can expand to Singapore and Malaysia...

WOW. There was such a time this month, when I wondered, whether Super Junior members even know that there is a country call Singapore in this world. But now, my question has been answered. Yes! They know the existence of Singapore!
P/S. I just can't help but laugh out loud now! I just can't believe my ears!

Crossing my fingers, I really hope that Super Junior/Super Junior M can come to Singapore! A concert?A fan meeting? Either one will be great!

P/S. If you want to hear the recording, please go to this link:
http://www.radio1003.com/pod-details/event_id/258 (Click on "Play" under the caption Super Junior M)

Outsider.

2009-11-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

.....

Lee HyukJae/EunHyuk. Always the jewel boy and anchovy of Super Junior. His cuteness and undeniable charisma makes me falls deeper in love with him. 사랑해, Oppa~

Does doing all these make us feel closer? I know I am being a fool.
A fool's mind.
B-A-B-O.
//

Been saving plenty of Super Junior members' latest pictures today.

I was moved by ZhouMi (GentleMiMi)'s concern towards HeeChul, during his(referring to latter) after-days of a car accident in 2006. He helped HeeChul, and his gestures slowly touches the heart of HeeChul.

I don't really understand. Why must some E.L.Fs out there, insist on having the qoute "Only 13"? ZhouMi and Henry are also part of the big family of Super Junior. They give their 100% on stage and off-camera. They worked so hard, with only one hope. They want to be accepted by ALL E.L.Fs. Why must some E.L.Fs be so mean, and keep on harbouring negative thoughts of them?
During Super Show 1 in Seoul, when Henry made his appearance in the performance "Don't Don", the E.L.Fs present then, chanted loudly "Only 13". Apparently, Henry felt discouraged.
I really hope E.L.Fs will have a bigger heart. Accept and let them feel in place. Incongruous is definitely not the word.

P/S. My congratulations to E.L.Fs'(in Korea) first album(for Super Junior)! Hope the sales is good!

Super Junior M - Blue Tomorrow MV (NEW RELEASE!)

2009-11-08T13:34:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR M - BLUE TOMORROW/ 到了明天 MUSIC VIDEO

Overall, its a SAD video. My baby HanGeng teared!

P/S. I really appreciate the efforts the members of Super Junior M had put in, in to this music video.

06/11; Super Junior 4th Anniversary!/ Dirty Secret Revealed.

2009-11-06T20:09:00.005+08:00

Today is the day. Today is the day where Super Junior members and E.L.Fs have been waiting.
Sixth of November, Super Junior's Anniversary! (Yip Yip, Hurray! Three cheers yay!)
As a Elf, I can now stand tall and hold my head high to tell everyone in the world, after so many years of pain-taking efforts, Super Junior have debuted for four years already!
Super Junior members + E.L.Fs from all over the world, lets all celebrate Super Junior 4th Anniversary together! Let's rock this house! Let's shout, jump, scream, make it known to the whole world today is Super Junior's 4th Anniversary! ((:

(The whole sea of sapphire blue...)

Rainy Halloween.

2009-10-31T20:45:00.006+08:00

(Super Junior 1st Asia Tour Cute Icons)

Firstly, I changed my handphone number. Readers, its : 85226936. P/S. Please change to my new number if you are not being informed by me.

Together with my parents and my younger brother, we went to Parkway Parade Singtel 'counter' to sign up a new contract for my handphone. Loads of people were present as well. So, waited a long time for my turn, to let the Singtel staff to acknowledge the Singtel contract. As my patience are easily exhausted, the wait seems interminable. More precisely, the wait was just simply fraying my nerves! So, you could picture me walking around,listening to my mp3 in handphone..., doing all the necessary stuff that I think could aid in killing my boredom.

P/S. I got two tickets for Michael Jackson Movie "This is it", on 11/11/09 (Wednesday). Who wants to buy the tickets from me? You can contact me via my handphone. Sale of tickets are to be based on first-come-first-serve basis. Price of the two tickets is S$15. Please contact me by 10/11/09 (lastest).

After signing of the contract at Singtel, we went to Swensen to eat ice cream! I ate Macadamia Mania! Its nice. (:
P/S. Imagine indulging yourself in cold ice cream on a rainy evening. That feeling is just exhilarating! (Laugh laugh)

Since it was raining real heavily just now, my father called a taxi to come and fetch us from Parkway. I was a bundle of nerves on the taxi. Why? Because the cars on the road just keep 'honking' at each other, allowing me to recall that minor fateful accident last year. On that day of accident, it was raining as well...
To put it simply, I was gasping and fidgeting in my seat, as I stared on, at the blurred-windscreen of the taxi. This afternoon heavy downpour was too much for me. (Heh heh)

P/S. Happy Halloween, Readers! Enjoy yourself and be very optimistic like WeiHao! (Laugh)

Surprise

2009-10-30T18:02:00.006+08:00

Some day, I want to grow and be as tough as Eeteuk oppa. Although he did shed tears, but it's always often, tears of joy. He hide his problems, difficulties, sadness all inside his heart. Because he is the oldest in Super Junior and as the leader of the group, he feel that he has the responsibility to be optimistic and influence the members of Super Junior positively. He is caring enough to not let his dongsaengs* worry about him by acting tough, putting on a strong front. But, actually, I'm sure his dongsaengs will be more than happy to be able to help share his problems, to be able to lessen his burdens.
I remember, there was once when I was reading his Cyworld*, I came across a post of him mentioning that he is very tired...etc. So, I really hope Eeteuk oppa will continue to be strong and happy. Eeteuk oppa, please live healthily! Hwaiting*, oppa! Continue laughing with your signature laugh!

- dongsaengs: younger brothers
- Cyworld: most korea stars use this site as their blog
- hwaiting: 'jiayou' in korean

//
Bewildered. For the first time, my mother never really show discontent with my results. She just sat and listened to what Miss Murty and Mr Goh had to say. She repeated one sentence that Miss Murty told me. "Sze hua, you must work harder." Well, is it that my mother is resigning to fate, since my results are always like this. I don't know....

{EDIT}

I should have know better. I should not be glad when my parents didn't rebuke me. Because I never know that the feeling will be so bitter when I try to congratulate another person who did better for their examinations. It's only at that moment, shame and guilt overcame me. I could really have done so much better... Why do I only regret not working even harder now... It could have prevent me to be consumed with utter misery now. Why do you all have to ask for my results? If you all have not asked me for my results, I could have jolly well being spared from this heartache. I felt so lousy losing to you guys. Why can't I just win for one glory moment? Why must I always be the loser? I HATE TO LOSE! ....

So what if I feel another bout of tears coming? Tears just can't change the fact that I have already lost. But contradicting, I am still crying.

Attracted/Time to confess.

2009-10-29T20:47:00.006+08:00

HanGeng...Don't know since when I started to dream and have fantasy about him. Maybe is his own life story that touches my heart? Or, maybe is the tenderness, care, concern and love he displayed during the days when Heechul was hospitalised? Perhaps, its even the action of him replying to Elf's UFOs?

//
Had the Financial Literacy Life Skills Enrichment Programme today in school (computer lab _?_) . Overall, I enjoyed myself, especially the auction part. The art auction budgeting challenge was exciting!

Saw my report slip for 2009 examinations overall. DISAPPOINTING. I bet my mother will have a lot to say after tomorrow the parent-teacher-meeting. I bet she will not even have the mood to joke around with me like any other days... I bet I can't go shopping with her tomorrow le...

(Their expectations are beyond my means.)

But, I guess I shall live with that fact.

Oh man... I very sacred I will have 中间儿病. Its really tough to be the middle child... Its always finding my siblings smarter and having more achievements than me.

But still, I'm thankful to be able to relish all my feelings in blogger. Thanks, blogger.

Knowledge is my greatest asset!

2009-10-28T20:18:00.006+08:00

Super Junior M-Oppo(Handphone) CF

P/S. I am so damn JEALOUS of the female lead!!! Ahhh!

Together with 2E2, 2T1, 2T2, we went for the school-organized battlefield trip. Overall, I rate the trip : 2.5/5 stars! :X
P/S. The trip can be improved.

Uncontrollable tears.

2009-10-23T20:16:00.003+08:00

Thanks, FangCheng, YeeYing, HuiMin, SuWen and Alicia.

I'm sorry I let you all see me cry (again). But I really did try very hard not to cry when I was resting my head on the table.

P/S. My results are really beyond my expectations.
Class Rank: 21/40 (I want be in top 20, at least...)
Level Rank: ?/120

Yeah, what can I say? What subjects should I choose? Messed-up.

Depressing

2009-10-21T18:36:00.005+08:00

(Kangin Oppa has given his all to us(Elfs). And, what have we given him?)

This is Kangin from Super Junior. Recently, he is guilty of a hit and run accident and being involved in a fight. I know that his actions created quite a stir among the Kpop circle.

Early in the morning on September 16th, Super Junior member Kangin
witnessed/was allegedly involved in an altercation and brought to a police
station in Gangnam for further questioning.
According to police accounts,
Kangin and a pal were involved in an argument, which
progressed into a fist fight at around 3 A.M. in the morning at a local bar.

Super Junior KangIn, who was recently involved in a DUI hit and run
incident, making many fans shocked has released a statement.
On the morning of the 15th at 3am, was involved in a hit and run incident in
the KangNam area while he was drunk. He hit a taxi and right after, he
had taken off from the scene of the incident. It wasn’t until 6:50 am
did he turn himself in to the police.

Sources gathered from alternatives websites linked from google.com

Well, because of these two issues, I know that a number of his fans(Elfs) are upset with him, and started a 'petition' to ask him to leave Super Junior.
When I first heard the news that fans are wanting him out of Super Junior, I was totally shock. Words eluded me. Why? That was the first question in my mind. Why are the fans behaving like this? At times like this, the fans should stand by him and give him a chance to repent, as Kangin has felt really guilty and is now fully co-operating with the local polices with the investigations etc.
Of course, he is wrong for drunk-driving. But, he has his punishment already. He is suspended from Super Junior activities till (to be confirmed) month. So, shouldn't we just be more big-hearted and forgive him just this time? You must remember, everybody makes mistakes, though in Kangin's case, his mistakes are more serious. I will of course forgive Kangin because I can sense his sincere in asking for forgivness from the personal statement he released on SMTOWN's Super Junior Homepage.

" This is Kangin.

I have nothing to do or say other than apologize a thousand times.
I should have been careful after being involved in another bad scandal.
with the pain I have caused again, I can’t show my face

After the past incident, since I disappointed so much people I lived with guilt everyday
It was a time of pain for me. I wanted to forget that incident and pain.

To the fans that have supported me..
for you to see such a horrible person, I am filled with shame and distress.
From your thoughts, I should have been smarter.
I resent myself so much because of this.

And to my members
From Eeteuk hyung to Kyuhyun
From my past incident, I have become a heavy load
and then with this incident again, I cannot show my face to you
I hate myself so much to give so much distress to my members that I consider my family
to the SM family that has believed and trusted me, I am so sorry,
and to everyone again, with my head turned down, i apologize. "

I DO NOT WANT KANGIN OUT OF SUPER JUNIOR. Elfs who want him out of Super Junior, do you really deserved to be an Elf? Elfs are supposed to stand by Super Junior members at all times. No matter its bitter or sweet times, Elfs will be there for Super Junior. I seriously do not want to see another petition happening with regards to Super Junior member(s).

P/S. Kangin Oppa, fighting! I admire your courage to admit to your mistakes. And, I will support you no matter what. Just remember, for the mistakes you made, you will have to face the consequences. Do not be afraid to face the consequences, may God bless you.

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Okays, I know all my EOY Examinations results le. Quite disappointing, I must say. Well, sorry, panda, I can't take pure science, I guess.
Shall post my results on my next post, alright?

I'm sick.

2009-10-16T18:23:00.004+08:00

In my eyes, they are always perfect.

Yay! Secondary two end of year examinations are over! (:
Went to Parkway Parade with Hazel just now. But my flu was quite a fun-spoiler. So, went home after 1 hour plus. Slept and my flu condition improved! (Still have blocked nose though.)

(Looking forward to post exam activities!)

Intriguing

2009-10-09T22:47:00.004+08:00

(Elfs' Supermen)

"身边寂寞在蔓延视线被泪水模糊焦点"
I hate putting on some cold/brave front le... I am seeking comfort .... but from who?

One more week, I will be free from exams, at least for this year. After that, which class will I be arranged to go? My future seems so undetermine... I am like a lost ship in a big, wide sea. Totally don't feel like studying anymore... (Feel like giving up.)

"Not now, then when?"

2009-09-28T21:11:00.004+08:00

Hmm, yeah? Had not use the laptop for 3 days le! (So proud of myself! xD) Exams approaching... ): My blog shall go on hitaus.
P/S. Everybody, jiayous! Get your fighting spirit on! :D

I need to talk!

2009-09-24T21:20:00.006+08:00

P/S. I don't mind being the monkey(stuffy)! ><

The time is still tickling away. How much of my precious time do I left to work hard for this year? Yes, its the final lap....

Never have hair-check today! (Good+Relieved) Wonder if the disclipine master will conduct a hair-check tomorrow. Hopefully, there will not be anymore hair-checks! (x

Had my End Of Year Chinese Oral Examination in the afternoon. Was one of the first student of my class to have it. I totally screwed it. For the conversation part, I hesitated a lot. I paused a lot too. The whole conversation was totally not smooth! (Oh man...I'm getting my fingers crossed.)

After the Oral Examination had ended for me, I went home. On the way out of the school gate, saw Sandy(Junior). So, I walked with her, since we are heading to the same bus-stop.

"Peace!" 15 days to EOY. OMG

2009-09-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

15 days to End Of Year Examinations! (Oh my god!) Its only now then I start to fear for examinations... (too late!) ): Guess I will just have to start to buck up! : X
Her harsh words slapped me real hard on the face, reality wakes me up. What couldn't I have woke up more earlier? Its too late now to repent. I should have taken my studies more seriously. My future is in my hands, my efforts shall determine what I will sow.

Eunhyuk (Super Junior)

(Yay! Peace! hahas.)

And yeah, Kangin, you do know you have all the support of (us) Elfs. Do not cry anymore. Every tear that falls off your face, hurt the Elfs more than anything. I look forward to the cheerful side of you back again! (: Kangin, hawiting! P/S. Hope this matter will resolve soon. This year is indeed a hard year for all the boy bands.

Crush.

Members writing of 3rd album.

2009-09-20T18:13:00.017+08:00

This is a ~~random~~ post. Contents are mainly on members of super junior. Its about their views of their third album. (Translation provided!)

First, will be our sungmin(sungminnie)!

Features ~~just like~~ of “mine”
Are the most beautiful features!
Super Junior Sorry Sorry Sungmin

Next, will be our ryeowook(ryeowookie)!

Sorry~ Sorry~ Super Junior
Please give us a lot of love
Your eyes are dazzling, dazzling

Next, will be our eeteuk(angelic leader)!

Only a loving heart is insufficient
Now, you have to start showing your love
I love you – SJ. Eeteuk

Next, will be our yesung(yesungie)!

Finally became an always kind~ Pretty~♡ Gentlemanly^^..
Hand~~~some!! Man!!
Yesung Jjang~♡

Next, will be our only chinese of super junior, hangeng(hankyung)!

Hope that everyone will be happy forever. Thank you everyone for your attention.
I also hope that everyone will support Super Junior. Support 3 Jib.
I will continue to work hard. I love you all. Han Geng
P/S. He wrote in chinese!

Next, will be our shindong(dong dong)!

Super Junior “Shindong” – Motto “Positive”
Positively, as bright as Shindong… Bringing happiness to many people..
Frequent thoughts of being a cheerful person!!!!
In truth, we must deal well with times of difficulty.. We must remain “positive” in times of difficulty.. Super Jr. Shindong

Next, will be our kyuhyun!

(Is) sick but must endure!
Endure
3 Jib big hit! Sorry Sorry big hit! I love you ^-^;

Next, will be our eunhyuk(hyukkie)!

Father, Mother, I love you (both)~^^
Eunhyuk ♥
*in fine print: ♥ Donghae loves you (both) too ♥

Eunhyuk again! P/S. He wrote two pieces.

Although there are many plans in a loving heart, but only God’s will is sufficiently established.
Proverbs of Solomon 21:9
Eunhyuk ♥ Siwon ♥ Donghae

Next, will be our donghae(fishy)!

Are there any words more beautiful than I love you?
-Donghae.

Donghae again!

Always be healthy ^-^
Always be happy ^-^
-Donghae-

Next, will be our siwon(mr gestures)!

Listen to God’s words, under the Lord’s guidance, be devoted till the end
Jesus’ gentle disciples…
Choi Siwon

P/S. He is a very devoted Christan.

Siwon again!

Love can camouflage numerous evil.

Choi Siwon

P/S. I do not take the credits for the translations.

Thats all! (:

Breakfast @ MacDonald! (:

2009-09-20T11:09:00.016+08:00

Save Energy, Save Earth! (Haha!)

Yup,went to the MacDonald for breakfast with my family again!Ordered hotcakes with sausages for myself! (Heh heh)

-Edit-
Finally! I finished watching the korea drama "Wonderful Life"! Its a real great drama! (Love it!) P/S. Shinbi is so cute! I'm very glad she made it through. (:

He is.......

EUNHYUK! xD My wonderful lao gong! (Haha!)

A new start.

2009-09-19T18:06:00.001+08:00

Yes! I did it! I made a super junior personalized blogskin for myself! (: (I'm proud of myself! Haha!)

P/S. Deleted my previous blog,had a new blog with the same address as previous blog. New start uh? xD

Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest sister! (Today is her lunar chinese birthday.)

The donghae personalized icons (below) are for her! ^ ^